Friday, April 17, 2009

Undecided Life!

Yesterday morning my sister, Whitney, came home for her spring break from Hanover. Now, my sister loves to get into really in dept talks about life, and school, and things like that, and since I'm getting ready to go to go to college in a few months she really loves to talk to me about all this. During our conversation she asked me what I wanted to go to to school for and we kind of started to talking about all the things I thought I might want to do and I kind of realized, I don't really have any idea what I want to do with my life! One day I'll think that I know and then the next day I'll realize that that doesn't sound interesting to me at all and I change my mind again. People keep telling me it's ok because no one really declares their majors until normally their sophmore year, but what if I don't even know what I want to do by then! What if I never decide! Part of me just wishes I could stay in highschool my whole life. I mean somedays it's not that bad I guess, and you don't have to make any major decisions! I think that's what is stressing me out so much about deciding what I want to do with my life, I'm an extremely bad decision maker, which makes making decisions for my life very difficult. I don't know what I'll do or if I'll ever decide, but if I do someday decide I hope it's something cool. If anyone has any suggestions on what I should be feel free to tell me, that would take some of the stress of making a decision off me if someone just told me what I should be!